June 2012
23 posts
“Let me put it this way, if Paris and NY were men, Paris would be more like the romantic guy that opens the door for you before you get into a car, you know, that guy who is so charming and perfect in every way, the safe bet, he almost seems too perfect. New York, however, would be the guy that just comes and sweeps you off your feet, that guy who takes your breath away, literally. The one you meet and almost instantly fall in love with, the one who is very difficult to trust but even more difficult to forget, that is New York. So let me ask you something, who would you take, Paris or New York?”
—Andy Torres (via say-quack)
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“Never love anybody who treats you like you’re ordinary.”
—Oscar Wilde (via thedullsoundofsharpmath)
my new favorite hobby is shopping alone
May 2012
19 posts
The Secret Vent Sessions: Even when you're tired, you just have to keep going →
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because chances are, you’re not really tired. You’re just being lazy. Suck up your self pity and pathetic excuse for exhaustion and do work. Focus on the many tasks at hand. If you don’t start them now, you’ll have less time to do them later. The days down to hours are seeping through your…
You're full of it.
Hypocrisy, violence, threats, tantrums, alcohol and insults. Its becoming near impossible to brush all that off. My sought happiness is to be put on hold again because you claim to hold the ability and authority to control it.
“Frustration” doesn’t even suffice to what i feel right now. I’m learning to bottle up everything, but one day I’m going to have to let it out. Now this is my threat : These restrictions have only made the forbidden fruit more alluring. If you haven’t noticed whenever I have freedom in my hands, I take advantage of it be because I’m unaware of the next time I’ll have it. Just watch what happens if you keep these restrictions up. I hope you know all the harm you have, and continue to inflict has really fucked me up. I’ve already adapted quirks out of trauma. I want it to stop.
Fuck.
I want to be taught something new every day. I want to learn about someone’s opinions and perspectives, even if they’re very different from my own. I want to spend days at art museums instead of movie theaters. I don’t know. It’d just be nice to meet someone with an open mind, good spirit, and genuine interest.
amen.
